What Can I Do: My Life's A Mess?

Everyone i know is skipping math at least 2 grades ahead of their school. Some people are taking sat coaching in 8th grade. Couple of my friends are competing in the National Math Association and what not. These kids will be like Bill gates or Stephen Hawking when they grow up. How about me you ask? I'm just a guy who feels jealous of these SOB's, I'm a guy who wishes I were like these people. Shoot, I don't want to end up doing an average job with a wife and two kids; you feel me? I want to be up there in the sky. I have come to learn without education you are nothing. You can not compete in with the advanced world. Their are a few people who make fun of me for being dumb at math and other small things I unintentionally make. I messed up in the beginning of school to 8th grade, I was unable to realize what education really meant until a few months ago. My scars may not heal but now I'm working my of to catch up and not make it worse than it already is. Only if I had the magic pills like the guy in the movie Limitless. I need your help to give me wisdom..............